A kiss. A touching of the lips. Just lips. Is that a big deal? I always was the girl wanting to hide my kisses from people. They meant alot to me. My lips are worth more than just a kiss and run. However, as of late, I have forgotten the meaning, the passion, and the true desire for a kiss. I have kissed, under 10 guys in my 22 years. Now me thinking right now, that is not very many, but in my heart and my true feelings, that number is to much for me. Just me personally. Now, do not get me wrong. hahaha I LOOOOOVVVEEE to kiss. I love to be held and embraced. Although, I have yet to be held and embraced for more than a night. Kiss and run. Also, while kissing, I have not felt that spark, the, " I must have you and keep you close to me." Well, I take that back, perhaps once.
The last person i kissed, I met 4 hours before kissing him. The fun and flirt go away quickly. And I am left walking out and feeling icky. I am not trying to be this perfectly pure girl.... because trust me, my thoughts tend to be far from pure. Just being honest.:) I do not want to just kiss. I want to KIIIISSSSS. I want to be wanted and needed for that kiss from the man. His lips desire mine and his arms reach out for me, take me in, and have his way with me. hahahahahah Getting all sappy I know, however I just woke up and all these feelings came rushing.
All I am really saying, is I am worth more than just a simple kiss and go. I lost that feeling for a while. I gave my lips away to whomever would take them. ( they had to make the first move of course ;) ) hahahaha. Give me a kiss to build a dream on..... Give me a kiss to build a life on..... kiss me. And give me the world through one moment. Totally sappy I know, but I do believe in a kiss, something magical can happen.... mmmhhhmmm:)
So for me, I want to hide my kisses. Keep them safe I suppose. Because let me tell you, my kisses are full, and good.... and I want to give them to the man who deserves them... I do not expect to only kiss one more man in my life, but I would at least like to know him more than four hours. ;)
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