The thought of a blog has been on my mind for longer than I should admit. However, lately, with the events going on in my life right now, I have felt even stronger about following through with the writing.
First off. I am a terrible speller. I ramble. But you will be entertained im sure.
I moved to Los Angeles September of 2008. I was 20 years old and thought I had the world on my shoulders.... I still do, but have a different perspective now:) Once I moved out here I was taken by all the different people around me. I am a romantic, and this city was so ambiguous to me. I loved it! However, when I moved out here. Everything about love, and what I thought it was came crashing down. The relationships around me, both boyfriend girlfriend and husband and wife seemed to be in the hardest times ever! My sister, my mom and dad, and best friends..... It was ichy to me. But still I didn't give up on the wonderful thought of finding that perfect someone:) As time progressed I fell for guys that captivated me and made me always guess and wonder about them. To be honest.... I went for the bad boys. The players. the ones who slept around night and day after night and day.... You see.... I have been in love once, back in Tennessee with someone who did not love me back..... with that said I still loved him and he was my standard, so I didn't really date anyone else... ok! I have not had a boyfriend yet. I don't want to settle! AND!!! I want a man to ask me out. and pursue me, not the other way around. So, as you can guess, because I have fallen for the wrong guys, I have yet to get anyone out here in LA. The pace is so different then anywhere else. The expectation to sleep with someone on the first introduction is quite high.... sorry, but I agree with beyonce. If you like it baby. Put a damn ring on it and don't waist my time or your time. ok! With all that said. The meaning of this blog to for you all to read about my life in this city... Good girl as some would say.... living in a big city while still hopefully for a true and pure love. Cant it happen? hahahah I suppose we will see. I will be brutal and honest, and make myself vulnerable to my readers. I will let you know about dates and the spots that are my favorite. As for now.... im sitting in the laundry mat and a old mexican man keeps looking at me. Maybe this is my chance? hahah. maybe a date doing laundry? That could be cute......
